泪

 有时候
我能听见血管里
血液流淌的声音
有时候
我能听见血管里
血液凝固的声音
昨夜的
一个梦针管刺入皮肤
注入桃红色的液体
我感觉到疼痛
拼命想看清楚
可是，我无能为力  

  心里伤空了
用心哭红了眼睛...
你不会明白死与悲痛
心与肉体的挣扎
恶之花在谎言中凋谢
WJ...求求你刺痛我喉咙
我不过是个无辜伤害者
心声吟唱带我去天堂

迷路的孩子再也
找寻不到回家的路
时间让我们慢慢的绝望
这是 一个冰的世界
每个夜晚 一个人的
夜晚死一样的寂静
我和镜子里的我告别在
漆黑的房间里窗口就是那
最亮的深渊盛开时颓败
颓 败 后 盛 开

ღஓღ.｡.ღஓღ.｡.ღஓღ.｡.ღஓღ

    总是忍不住悲痛掉下眼泪                                            暗
                黑夜总是用右心牵着我
                        但心却跳动在左边的伤口                                  痛
                                 当我似乎遗忘的声音
                                         成为了文字甚至审判
                                                   黑暗如此般折磨我脆弱心
                                                               我愿意独自躺在冰冻的洞穴
                                                                      最黑暗的寂静让我恐惧发抖

                                                                           聆--听--黑--暗--与--地--狱

                                                                                                      ღஓღ.｡.ღஓღ.｡.ღஓღ.｡.ღஓ

冰 的世界又一次触动                                    我 多少次呐喊出声来      

 委屈却寻找不到方向                                             悲痛的双手  刺痛喉咙     

时间让我绝望与痛消一切                                                AKBAR  名字构造了一生的伤桥      

   残忍的恶之花                                       在谎言中凋谢亡尸   

  性感的欲望                                              在夜幕下膨胀

    一百年悲痛的 纳粹                                   一百年天堂的 邪教       

悲                                     悲
     痛                                     痛
          自                                     自 

               慰                                                                                慰
         忧郁                        反思 
                                           心里空空的， 招摇着自己整个人都在飘荡                 不知道我还能去哪里   还能躲藏在哪里 
         哭泣                        迷悟
                                           一秒钟是一秒，两个本该异体的瞳囊                          到头到来原来我是一个没有人要的 人
                         颓败                                                                呐喊
                                          冰寒的颓败夜晚  我已失去肉体的刺痛                        何逃落无常 何寒暖明晨 何忧郁中至
         僵硬                                                                吞亡
                                          抖动自缢 紧锁眉间的烟 忧扰无章的独存                      上帝的悲痛玩笑逃落无常与我同在 

         不逃避 　不面对　 不追求　 不希望 　不失望　 不幸福　不难过

         犹豫 
                                    那活着我还剩下什么
         绝裂 
                                   没有资格抱怨太多罪恶感
                                   让我觉得自己可耻 约守未时
                                   一次次狗改不了吃屎的欺骗

   伤亡
                                  我的伤临我的伤亡， 凉绵哽咽，抖动自缢，友情灼热伤怀 
         暗淡
                                  讨厌那些带着面具虚伪的人  痛恨那些没有良知的人                我 

如夜
                                 若我真的不再微微儍笑   你會难过庅?                                         心                     

冰痛
                                  曾经为谁哭红了眼睛                                                                                              
           拥抱                                                                                                                  好
                                         那是生命中最美的表情

　                             也是上天最骄傲的礼物                                                                                           疼

独夜
                        我无辜的伤泪。。。   

渴望 然后撕裂 寒冷的风里 世界 早已经模糊 就算哭的像个孩子 我也 找不到 回家的路 害怕 你的眼睛
还有我的渴望 渴望被爱 渴望有人用心去爱我  珍惜我这个脆弱的心 渴望撕裂 我知道 总有一天 一切 将消失在某个角落 存在 

AKBAR                                世界 早已经模糊 就算哭的像个孩子 我也永远得不到 得不到 跪着乞求 那道白色的光
带我离开 我好委屈 带我离开 我好伤痛 带我离开 我好悲哀 带我离开 我好孤独 带我离开

我只想静静的塌实     我只想静静的稳定     我只想静静的呼吸     我只想静静的入睡

                           斷了
                                           一半的線
                                           沒有了
                                           過往的完全
                                           心沒有感覺
                                                                                                     沉重
                                                                                                     了一切
                                                                                                     我面對了
                                                                                                     不完整的自己
                                                                                                     喜歡上不該
                                                                                                     喜歡的你
                                                                                                                                                          期待
                                                                                                                                                           和希望
                                                                                                                                                           變成廢墟佇立
                                                                                                                                                           在無人的
                                                                                                                                                           沉默之地
                                                                                                                                                           我承認了
                                                                                                                                                           不完整的自己
                     但
                                  真正得到的
                                  卻是失去 
                                                                                           明明
                                                                                           彼此都是
                                                                                           平行迎接的卻
                                                                                           只有無謂的委屈 
                                                                                                                                                       我們
                                                                                                                                                       都得面對自己認識
                                                                                                                                                       那個不完整的自己

                    他
                     一个传说中的傻                                                        她
                     失去心痛知觉                                                            一个传说中的骗子                                它
                                                                                                 吃嚼心痛的恶魔                                   一个传说中的诅咒
                                                                                                                                                       默默记载报应时光